i love this.

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

this is for you sayang..

-bukannya ku takut by juliette-

Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli

Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli
Apa saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

Kau takkan mengerti
Yang selama ini aku rasakan, pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela.

i love you.

really love you ;(

saturday

today is saturday.

and i do nothing.

saturday suppose to be a great day with friends and boyfriend.

but me?

on9'ing since 11am till now.

but it's okay.

i feel more comfortable and cool enough with my mom.

she made a coffee for me.

we chit chating all the funny things ;)

i love u mom !

hmm.

he called me just now.

saying that he miss me and love me.

is it true?

or just because i mad at him for a few days?

when you say you love me.

please show it.

love is not a word.

it is a feeling.

feeling that come from your heart.

get it?

bye.

naturally

How you choose to express yourself

It's all your own and I can tell

It comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside

It's intuitive, you don't have to try

It comes naturally

And it takes my breath away

What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning

And I love the way you know who you are

And to me it's exciting

When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally

When you're with me

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally

You have a way of moving me

A force of nature, your energy

It comes naturally.

spontan

setiap hari melangkah dan menyinggah blog sunyi ini.

sambil berfikir melayang entah ke mana apa lagi tulisan dari hati yang ingin aku kongsikan dengan kalian semua.

berfikir melayang ke tahap tertinggi dan yang pasti hati ini berkata belum ada tajuk yang sesuai untuk dikongsikan.

ada beberapa kejadian yang mungkin boleh dikongsikan.

malangnya aku masih belum bersedia untuk menaip setiap baris kata dan ayat agar tulisan itu tidak menyinggung dan menyakitkan hati sesiapa.

manusia kini mudah tersentuh.

ragam dunia bukan?

tapi itu semua tidak meninggalkan setitik pun kesan dalam hidup aku.

bagi aku hidup perlu diteruskan walaupun kita dikelilingi mereka yang tidak menyenangi aku.

bagi aku kalian semua sahabat aku.

selagi tidak merugikan duit dan tenaga mereka tetap yang terbaik.

selamat malam semua.

sem break ke?

sem break

macam seronok kan? oh tidak.

assignment bertimbun

kuiz dan midterm menanti

gila lah. serupa lah tak payah bagi aku cuti.

ni kalau semua dah cuti.

macam mana lah aku nak tanya apa2 kat classmates aku.

itu lah. time ada class asyik nak batal.

dah ni pula menyusahkan student.

nak sesak kan student.

ingat kami ni robot ke apa?

lepas tu complaint kami tak berkualiti.

ok bye.

saya geram

intan nazaliah!

happy bufday sayangs!

sekarang kita dah gang !

gang 20th !

hahaha

buleh buli eja muslihah.

may god bless uu

panjang umur murah rezeki

i like ur handbag!

loveduvit!

like i care

eh. eh.eh

ada orang nak balas dendam lah!

euwww. geli!

who cares??

kesian dengan kau

tak nak kawan dengan aku

jangan kawan lah

pergi main jauh2.

kau kan hott.

haha

bye.

abah..

abah..

i miss you.

9 years ago i still have you

miss your hug and kisses

i miss the moment when you laugh at me if mama scold me

i miss your smile

i miss your 'kelakar'

you are the best 'abah'!

please forgive me if i hurt you

i miss you abah

;'(

my bufday was yesterday !

awesome!

itu saja yang mampu aku gambarkan.

tiada yang tersayang di sisi

tapi kawan-kawan still here with me

anda yang terbaik

terharu bodoh!

tak pernah aku dapat surprise ok

even terkantoi sikit pun enn

tetap special dohh!

i'll love them till the end lah !

thanks eja and intan

sweet habis bufday card ni.

also the present!

from diyana atikah and friends.

sayang korang lebih.

terkejut tadi!

from eja and intan

korang buat surprise paling hebat !

to sayang

thanx 4 da wishes

thanx 4 da moment even sekejap pun

thanx 4 da hug and kisses

thanx 4 da sweet2 word

i love you

i live my life 4 you.

can i?

thanks to eman too.

sebab belanja kami makan dan karaoke another 1 hour.

to teman-teman

anda yang terbaik.

anda teman paling hebat.

tanpa kalian semua.

tidak akan kedengaran gelak tawa gadis ini

aku sayang kalian!

sampai kapan pun.

selamat hari lahir yang ke 20

wahai dayana alia.

the end ;)